A Shift in Consciousness After Retirement
The
shift in consciousness that occurs immediately after retirement is something
everyone who has worked for many years must face. In my case, this
transformation unfolded as follows. Before retirement, my life revolved around
work. My focus was always on achieving good results in the immediate or near
future, driven by the challenges at hand. My performance was evaluated by
others, which led me to compare myself with colleagues—despite knowing, deep
down, that such comparisons were fueled by ego and ultimately unproductive.
After retirement, however, my perspective changed. Instead of striving for
short-term achievements, I became more concerned with enriching the rest of my
life. I realized that the final evaluator of my journey was no longer others
but myself. As a result, comparing my life to others seemed meaningless, and my
attention shifted to living each moment fully and making the most of each day.
While working, I was deeply engaged in organizational relationships—for better
or worse. But after stepping away, I began to focus more on individuals rather
than institutions. My close relationships with family and friends became more
important, as did my connection with nature. My thirst for knowledge also
evolved. Before, I pursued specialized, work-related knowledge. Now, I find
myself drawn to a broader spectrum of learning, including world history and
various fields beyond my professional expertise. Similarly, my desire to
contribute to society has taken a new shape. Whereas before I sought to provide
direct value through my work, I now aspire to leave something meaningful behind
for the younger generation. While these are not the only changes I have
experienced, they reflect a deeper transformation—one necessary for completing
my final self-establishment in the life that remains.