Conversations with Myself
When I
write essays, a daily routine for me, I often feel as though I am conversing
with another version of myself—one that offers me advice. On closer reflection,
I realize this advice is shaped by what I have learned from books, mentors, and
my own past experiences. In a sense, my present self simply lives day by day
without much wisdom to rely on, while this other self reaches into memory,
retrieves lessons, and presents them as guidance. It feels almost like the
relationship between a computer’s memory and hard drive: one draws out and
supplies what the other needs. Yet, there is something to be mindful of. If we
consciously nurture this inner dialogue to bring out positive insights, it can
protect and guide us. But if we allow it to unconsciously pull forth negative
thoughts, it may instead work against us.