Inner Transformation
Until my mid-twenties, I often struggled
with a negative mindset and bouts of self-loathing. However, toward the end of
my twenties, I set myself a major goal and soon faced a grueling two-year
ordeal. Nothing went as planned, and I found myself mentally cornered. It was
during this difficult time that I came across Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon
Hill (1883–1970). Looking back, I feel my encounter with that book was not a
coincidence but rather inevitable. As I read it repeatedly, a new belief and
passion began to grow within me. They became my emotional anchor, helping me
endure and eventually overcome the challenge. That experience turned out to be
a valuable success—one that laid the foundation for my lifelong mental
resilience. At the same time, I unconsciously shifted toward a more positive
mindset, and people around me began to see me differently. Of course, life
since then has had its ups and downs, but even 37 years later, I remain
conscious of maintaining a positive outlook. Like everyone, I sometimes fall
into negative thinking when things go wrong. When that happens, I try to notice
it, calm myself, take a breather, and gently redirect my thoughts toward the
positive—often through self-encouragement or positive autosuggestion. The most
important thing, I’ve learned, is not to worry in isolation or to criticize
myself, but instead to become my own cheerleader—engaging in an honest dialogue
with my inner self and patiently guiding my mind back toward hope.
