Starting Over Again
Even if
we older individuals have many successful experiences to look back on—and can
proudly share the lessons learned from both our failures and achievements—those
stories still belong to a unique past. When we step into a completely new and
unfamiliar field, our past experience often doesn’t help much. We inevitably
hit walls, fumble in the dark, and struggle like awkward beginners all over
again, lacking the relevant knowledge or skills. In moments like these, I often
feel as if I’m grasping at straws. That’s when the insights, experiences, and
know-how of younger people—who could be my children and have already found
success in their fields—become incredibly valuable. I, too, am currently
challenging myself in a new area. It's honestly an embarrassing stage, one I
don’t feel comfortable talking about yet. Still, I choose to see it as an
opportunity for growth. Instead of complaining, I want to keep trying, keep
failing, and somehow keep moving forward.